i am me

JUST ME.

2007-11-21T19:07:00.001-08:00

I LOVE JOLEENA.
SHE IS MY EVERYTHING.
I LOVE HER LIKE NOTHING.
LIKE EVREYTHING I LOVE HER.

SINCE DEAR DEAR IS NOT UPDATING HIS BLOG, I AM UPDATING FOR HIM.
SEE HOW NICE I AM? :)

Love is in the Air

2007-06-12T09:26:00.000-07:00

I don't know how to start today's topic. Out of the sudden, i got this feeling that my dear is the best. I also don't know why i feel this way. Sometimes i feel that i am foolish to say stupid stuffs, but i also don't know why i am saying it out. She gave me the feeling that she is a very nice & responsible sister. She takes care of her siblings well. Whenever we go out, she will ask me to buy this for Eileena, eg Sharkfin Soup. Though sometimes i am the one that offers to buy, but deep in her heart if she got the money, she will always buy for her. On top of that, she will offer to bring her bros out too because her parents are too busy working & have no time for them. I guess without her, nothing will be in place at home. She does things that none of us realise. You are really a great person. Sigh i am just falling deep in love with her. I Guess i must be more understanding at times, i am wrong at times, Please Guide me. I hope i will change for the better.
To Someone Special -
my love for you is
can't be written in words
i Just want to let you
know my presence
dEaR i love YOU!!

Happy Birthday Shu Rong!!

2007-06-01T09:31:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time since i last blogged again. Suddenly have the urge to blog today. Several things happened for the past 2 weeks until i cannot keep track. I guess i have solved most of the problems. School was alright & everything was smooth-sailing, just that many ICA & tests coming up soon in the next few weeks.
First of all, Happy Birthday Shu Rong, though i know for a short period of time, you gave me an impression of you being a very mature & sensible girl. Thanks for all the concern you have given to Jol & me. You have been a great friend to both of us. I wish that all your dreams will come true keke=)
Moving on, i spent almost everyday with dear now, i guess i just miss her too much, knowing the fact she is leaving. I just don't like this feeling but somehow i know we will be strong. We have supports from our parents, friends, cousins, telling us that the relationship we have is special. Distance is never a factor for us, remembering the day we walked on the pavements on each side, holding hands together, nv letting go of each other's hands until the end. Then we both looked at each other & smile. The feeling given to me was blissful.
These few days i was asked a lot of Questions by her, whether whats my decision & stuffs. I guess the answer is quite direct, she should feel it by now but i guess the rest is up to her to decide. I hope the answer will be positive too=)
These 2 weeks, Jol & me have been playing Mahjong with Germaine & Geraldine. I think the four of us have created our own kakis at home. During the mahjong session, we tend to have lots of fun though we are slow, we still enjoyed it. We played like some old grannys lolz. Oh well as when Jol lose, she will give me that pity look lol=)
Sometimes i feel that my moodswing is terrible. I guess its due to the weather at times but mostly its due to some unhappy incidents. Anyway i went down to tiong bahru to eat ban mian with shu rong & dear. Then after that i was giving terrible moodswing, sorry=) Then at night, dear cooked udon for me to eat. The udon tastes so nice, i hope that everyday i will be able to eat deardear's cooking but i doubt so as we are so busy sigh..
Received a comment from Jol's cousin saying that she hates me like shit fuck. I Guess i shall take that comment easily as i think that she is still young. Basically i just told her not to ransack Jol's bag, in the end she gave me that dulan look, telling me why should you care? Its my cousin what, why can't i ransack her bag? Actually i think its very personal to ransack someone's bag, thats why i voice it out. Somemore that person's bag she ransacked is my gf. The more i should voice out. I feel that she owe me an apology because its rude & seriously it makes me feel otherwise about her after this incident. I will never see a girl shaking her mum's hand with 2 fingers on her mum's birthday. Well if i am the mother, i will feel hurt=) Hope that you will reconsider what you say, if not you will regret it when you come out to society to work=)
Mind you that i am still older than you, don't think that i am nice to be bullied, i got my pride as well. This time round, i swallowed my pride=)
Heyo all E8 classmates, thanks for all your help=)
To Someone Special -
dear don't worry
i will be always here for you
its not sweet words
but the truth=)
Jiani -
hey sis, it has been a long time
since we last met
come find 1 day we go out!!
happy working too!!
Jiayan -
heyo don't be sad
don't brood over things
Just continue with life
things will be better=)
Geraldine -
heyo Geraldine
Bon voyage to you
hope that you will enjoy your time there
we shall meet soon!!
Daryl & Raymond & Jim & Qinglong -
hey guys lets find 1 day
to meet during the holidays
alright?=) miss you guys!!
Shu Rong -
Happy Birthday to you!!
wish that your dreams will come true!!
Be stricter to Jol!!
haha!!=)

Happy Birthday Eileen, Geraldine, Lee Eng, Pegan, Shi Hui!!

2007-04-28T09:56:00.000-07:00

Jol & me de bearbear!!
Lee Eng & Jie Ying Going home in the mrt!!Nora & Eunice going home in the mrt!!
dear & me at swensens waiting for Eileena's cake!!

It has been a long time since i last blogged. The whole class took 2 days to plan Lee Eng & Pegan's birthday party in school. In the end Sarah made the cards for them. I think Nora & the rest went to get the cake & presents!! The cake is a chocolate favour cake=( hmm All of us met around 9.30-10am @ Macdonalds. We sang the birthday song so loudly until everyone is looking at us!! Lee Eng & Pegan got so shy & touched that we gave them a surprise on their birthday.. Lee Eng kept on saying thanks to me. I felt weird but i am the first person to wish her happy birthday!! After that after sch went to AMK hub to meet Jol. She was with her primary schoolmates. At that point of time i got a little fedup. I also don't know why, maybe because i am tired & planning to get home or something after a long day at school. Another reason was that i read something which i don't really like it. In the end i got pissed off & in the end Jol just followed me home. It was raining so heavily at Gombak until the pathway was flooded. We tried to walk out but it was raining too heavy & we headed back to the MRT station. In the end we took taxi home which cost me $2.50. It was so stupid!! In the end Jol's mum called us & told us they gonna celebrate Eileena's birthday @ AMK Jack's Place which is near AMK hub. The first thought that came to my mind was sian. All the way back to AMK again. By that time, Jol & me are okie already, she knows i am just giving off a lil temper. What a long journey, luckily got someone to accompany me haha!! We rushed to AMK hub to find Eileena's birthday present because the past few days, we have been busy with schoolwork then we are unable to find time to search around her present. In the end we bought Eileena a very beautiful toe ring as she wanted it!! Eileena, Your da jie & me got it for you hor!! haha hmm then Jol & me went searching for the Jack's Place. It was so secluded in a corner & we are unable to find. In the end we reached there, as usual both of us are late again!! haha lucky never get scolding=) Thanks Auntie & uncle for the treat again!! After dinner, Eileena wanted a cake from Swensens!! We went Swensens to get a nice ice-cream cake which cost ard $35 i think haha!! All of us went home to celebrate together & there goes a funny birthday song for Eileena!! In the end i am Alone sitting MRT home again=)

keke

To Someone Special -

are you mine? YES!!

you are mine too right? YES!!

haha!!

Eileena -

happy birthday to you

i wish you all the best in your studies

i also hope that there will always

be laughters in your life!!

i know you like to

laugh a lot haha!!

Geraldine -

happy birthday to you

i wish you all the best in your studies too

i hope that we will be able to meet up

for some mahjong sessions

haha its great to know you

you are really a nice person

thanks for teaching me too=)

hope to get to see you soon alright?=)

Lee Eng -

happy birthday to you

everyday i see you in school

i feel like laughing at you

i also don't know why haha!!

Lee Eng you are really a nice friend

whom i met in NYP..

i will get to see you everyday!! haha

Pegan -

Pegan!! its your birthday!!

Since the first week of school

everyone has been talking about it

Pegan's birthday is the first to arrive

what should we get for her?

Pegan i wish you all the best

hope that all your wishes

will come true=)

Shi Hui -

Happy birthday Shi hui

sorry i didn't know its

your birthday haha!!

Its good to know you!!

Mark -

sorry i didn't know that that day

you guys were meeting

meng did not call me in the evening

we shall meet up soon okie?

i miss you guys too!!

Nora -

its great for the talking session

i think we know each other

even more haha!!

Nora thanks for guiding me at times

haha=)

Love is in the Air!!

2007-04-21T22:59:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time since i blog. I just did not feel like blogging because everytime i login to my computer, i feel like sleeping. School is extremely fun with a nice bunch of nice classmates. On thursday, I met Shurong in the library then she was liked Alex? haha then she told me she was looking for jol. In the end i told her me too!! So the both of us began our search in the whole entire library. We sat behind her while she was doing her project, giving her pressure to finish off fast. Then her projectmate was liked looking at Shurong & me because the both of us kept staring at them. In the end dear & Shurong so nice, walked me to my block which is so far away. So touched!! I begin to communicate with suet already & i think that she is really a very nice ger. She offered to help me carry my adapter because i did not bring my bag but in the end Kartik put it into his bag already. what a helpful bunch of classmates!! After that i passed my laptop to dear, i regretted my decision because i remembered my last lesson was in the lab. I could have just left my laptop in the lab but i gave her then my poor darling has to carry the laptop to town!! Its so heavy=( haha..
Yesterday went down to Funan with Aaron & her, went to eat sakae!! The Sakae @ Funan looks cool lah. haha nice ambience to dine. Thanks Auntie for the treat!! Then we began our shopping spree!! After that we went to Marina Square to shop then Aaron is getting on his nerves on his sister because he wants to go to the Arcade. Then Jol is walking in every shop to look at her clothes!! I don't know if she purposely do that, maybe to irritate Aaron haha!! I think got a few clothes suit her but i think the price is kinda expensive.. By the time we reached Arcade, we took roughly 2 hours? haha!! In the end we need to reach back to the mrt to attend church service. As usual we were late again. We met Ahyi & her daughters along the way & all of us squeezed into Jol dad's car lol. Let me count? I think got 9 of us then we set off for church. When we reached there, Joseph is already there but we sat in different rows. The guy beside Joseph rang like very loud but out of tune. In the end After that we went for dinner!! Eat Again!! Ordered a lot of dishes leh.. Thanks for the treat again. We reached home but found out our mokona darling went missing. All of us went to search high & low for it. Then i don't know what to do or say as i know mokona means a lot to dear & me. we brought it home & raised it up like our own baby. In the end i looked at the sad look at Jol's face, I tried to console her but i know that her heart is still sad, just hoping that she will feel better. In the end after a while, mokona came out on its own. It always disappear & appear again at its own wish. It went to hide behind the fridge. I think because its warm in there then it feels comfortable. Then we went to play mahjong. On my table, got Ahyi, Vicki sister, Jol & me. haha you should know who lose lah haha!! Every round i looked on dear's face, she gives me the sad look haha!! Feeling like hugging her. Then nvm lah she knows i will give her my winnings right. Jol went to eat the leftover crab, then in the end Uncle fetched me home all the way!! omg so far i feel so bad Thanks Uncle=)
To Someone Special -
dear i love you
you are always the one
i am thinking of
at every moment
Eileena -
happy birthday to you in advance.
You are one year older already
All the best in your studies
i know what you want
for your birthday already!!
Your sis & me will buy for you!!
Daryl, Jim, Qinglong, Raymond, Yin
sorry these few days
i am nt free as i am busy with school
we shall see each other soon alright? haha
miss you guys
Nora -
thanks for all the concern
i really appreciate it
you are really a nice friend
that i have met in nyp!!

Nice Day

2007-04-10T09:33:00.000-07:00

Today is a super nice day. I woke up at around 12pm then i went down to meet Joleena haha!! Alamak reached there & wait for a while before Ahma opened the door for me=) We went straight to eat suki buffet @ Paradiz Centre then went for some pool kicking action. It rained so heavily when we walked out then took a cab to Far East Plaza. After that, went tangs for high tea. We acted like some rich tai tai going for high tea. The restaurant was super cool lah. THe Ambience is perfect. After that headed back home then my mum again asked us to eat lol. Went back to Jol's house & again we are asked to eat!! In the end went to teach Aaron's again & his chinese spelling got 97/100. What an achievement!! Well done Aaron you can do it. Your sis & me will be there to support you along the way!!
To Someone Special -
As each day passes by
our love just get deeper
dear i just want to tell you
i love you=)

=)

2007-04-08T21:05:00.000-07:00

This morning i woke up with style!! don't tell you what style it is!! Actually i am already awake at 8am but i went back to sleep. I went online then Jiayan told me a funny joke. Not really a joke but just a phrase by her SRJC teacher.
jiayan says:
srjc teacher
jiayan says:
told the guys
jiayan says:
ur wife say anything
jiayan says:
just say yes
jiayan says:
it helps alot
jiayan says:
LOL
Alex says:
LOL!!
i totally agree with this statement!! I think guys should learn & a lot of quarrels can be Prevented haha!!
To Someone Special -
=)
Jiayan -
maybe you should tell him
that then can help a lot!!
haha!!

Bored

2007-04-08T07:13:00.000-07:00

Today is a boring day. I came back home quite late last night because i went with geraldine & her few siblings to Joleena's house to camp & play laptops together. This morning went to Hotel Park Royal for lunch with my parents & Jiani. It was to celebrate her birthday!! The food is fantastic & lots of varieties to choose from but the price is expensive. After that, all of us went straight home & i just got bored at home. In the end went out movie with my parents to watch shooter. The movie was super exciting haha!! Haiz someone told me she wants to work & in my heart i really don't want her to. I don't know if she will listen to me as she is always so strong-minded. I am bad at words, so its hard to convince her but i hope this time she will listen to me. Sighz i really hope she will. Next wednesday is BBQ Outing for 07 & 08. Please inform Sarah if You are going. Thanks.
To Someone Special -
with you, my love
in the sunshine of your presence
lay beside you throughout
given my heart unconditionally
i truly & really care
you are everything to me
the air i breathe is for you
your touch is warm & caring
you are my angel
my sweet & perfect lover
you have cooled the burning
of my heart that was once sad
thus filling it with happiness.
Jiani -
sis happy 20th birthday to you
wish that all the best
in your coming examinations
hope that all your dreams come true
08 -
You guys rAwkx!!
hope that all of you go for the BBQ
then we can have fun together
GOGO!!
Nora -
Nora hope you are feeling
better already. haha=)

NYP

2007-04-05T10:25:00.000-07:00

It has been 4 days since i blogged. I didn't manage to blog because i am very tired as i reached home very late everyday. NYP Orientation was fun with the guidence of Haja, Cheeheng, Choiyan & Sharin. Thanks to the 4 of you for making the class bonded so strongly together. Haja is a great leader who ensures everything moves smoothly & the rest of our OGLs are fun to communicate. The games prepared by them are fantastic except for the food part!! The food simply didn't taste good but most of us still try to eat it. The care & concern provided by our OGLs are greatly moved me. They called & smsed us every night to ask us how are we feeling today & are we coming tomorrow? They made me feel that they are people who has a great sense of responsibility. They even went up to the extent of booking places in the shade for us, to let us have a comfortable spot to enjoy our games. I am simply touched & i wish to thank all of you for making this orientation so fun & enjoyable.
Next, i can say that my class is the noisest!! Even though we knew each other for a short period of time, we can bond & communicate extremely well. We made an effort to get to know everyone & also meeting each other @ Yio Chu Kang mrt station every morning. The whole class walk to school together everyday!! rAwKx right? haha.. We had macdonalds lunch together & afterwhich some of us went for Arcade & Pool Games at the Grassroot Club beside the school.
After everything, i went to Joleena's house to rot. Supposed to go out with her but in the end her siblings at home then she got to take care of them. It was so boring but i just kept quiet. Aaron went into hiding again when the english tuition teacher arrives. He hid behind the refridgator, trying to be funny. In the end Joseph told us where he is hiding then the tuition teacher went to catch him out!! haha.. Joleena's dad ordered KFC & we again waste food.. can't finish again. All very full & full!! It was about 10pm when Auntie came back then she asked me to teach Aaron. Actually wasn't suppose to teach Aaron today but since i am there then why not? haha then Jol looked at me giving me the sad face. She knew i was tired but i still teach him. Aaron got his reward after that!! haha i again reach home around 1am..
To Someone Special -
dear i love you=)

Orchard

2007-04-01T10:12:00.000-07:00

Today was supposed to stay at home & rest. In the end Jiayan asked me out to shop as her friend can't make it. Since i am at home then why not? But my main priority is that later i can send Joleena home because i know it will be late & i am kinda worried lolz. Reached there around evening time then went topshop to get some ladies stuffs. Actually wanted to meet Brennan & Lovelle for a chat or something but in the end went for movie instead. We watched the movie title because i said so. The movie is so funny & i recommended Germaine to watch it but she told me she also intending to watch!! Omg i nv regret watching it haha. In the end headed to Cityhall mrt to wait for her & we had dinner together=)
To Someone Special -
i wasn't angry with you but instead
i was worried for you.. i scare that
something might happen to you lah
i kept quiet because i was too happy
until i don't know what to say when
i see you safe & sound=)
dear i love you=)
Germaine -
hope you will be able to sneak in
& catch that movie!!

Great Day

2007-03-31T10:10:00.000-07:00

Today is such a great day. I spent the whole day in town. In the morning went to meet haocai, lynn & xingmei. I was a little late due to the miscommunication breakdown between haocai & me abouting the meeting place. But it was alright because we are still on time to attend church service. At Jurong East mrt station, lynn introduced me a new friend name Cindy. She stays in potong pasir but came all the way to meet us. *winks* The church service was very interesting. The pastor has a sense of humour & i met some great friends there too. (Aaron, Alicia, Jiayu, Minghan & Rossane etc) After church service, went to dhoby exchange for dinner with lynn's parents & brother. It was her birthday!! Lynn you grown 1 year older already haha!! During the meal, (Alicia, Cindy & Rossane) suddenly appear. They went there to buy ice cream lolz. All of us chatted for a while before moving off to our next destination. The few of us went to play pool instead as it was still early to head for home. I wasn't in the great mind to play pool at that point of time as my head was thinking of someone. God knows why she never message me!!
To Someone Special -
No one can ever replace you
from my heart
because you are the one
that makes my day
Jiani -
sis our hearts are connected
i wanted to ask you to help me
with the tagbox & you did it
for me without me asking..
Thanks
Haocai -
i know you are trying very hard
& i hope my words motivate you
All the way brother!!
not to give up!!

Nice day

2007-03-30T10:24:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a super nice & fun day. I went out with Jol, Daryl, Jim, Qinglong, Raymond & Yin. All of us were late for at least an hour & poor Qinglong has to wait for us all alone by himself. We watched the movie The number 23 @ vivocity. The movie was alright & kinda exciting to know whats the next move but i didn't know why the ger beside me slept on her boyfriend's shoulder. Maybe the show is too boring or perhaps her boyfriend's shoulder is too nice to lie on until she fell asleep lolz. Remind myself of me sleeping on Jol's shoulder during the mr bean's movie. Daryl i heard from someone that Raymond & You gayed during the movie. Didn't know you are like that!! Someone said that she didn't want to eat nachos but in the end finished up the whole thing. Alamak who issit ar? *winks* In the end Jim & i realised that most of the things we did on that day relates to the number 23. Jim tried to scare Jol & Yin with it lolz.. The date we watched that movie was on 29 March 2007 right? So (2+9+3+2+0+0+7=23). Omg so freaky!!
Today is a normal day. Jol came over to my house in the morning & I got her macdonalds breakfast as she is crazy over it. After that she went to meet shu rong to go back to her previous school. I was too exhausted then i fell asleep after she left lolz. Evening went town to meet Jol to play pool. Someone kept losing then don't want to arrange the balls loh. After that went to her house then i saw her ahma cooked so much beehoon for Jol & me. Omg i got a shock & i was thinking die how to finish? After that, i taught fuwen tuition for a while. I was surprised he concentrated so well even though it was so late when i am teaching him. Maybe he likes my teaching haha. Reached home around 1am so tiring. haha is someone going to massage me? *hinthint* haha
To Someone Special -
Baby Joleena
no words can describe how much i love you
nothing can tear us apart
I Just want to tell you
I love you=)
Jiani -
hey sis, remember the date
don't forget leh
soon can meet you liao
happy advance birthday!!
Mark -
Bro I hope that you will be able to
recover as soon as possible
we will always be there for you
to move & encourage you.
Lynn -
hey lynn
happy advance birthday to you
hope that all your dreams
wishes will come true

Jesus

2007-03-10T19:26:00.000-08:00

to the god of mighty jesus
i am in love with her
please make her know that she is the only one in my heart
letting her know that she will always be the only one
that i will love for

there are some miscommunications between us now
she is refusing to listen to my explainations
i am devastated
did not know what to do

Please guide me along
telling me whats the next step i should do
to convince her
to make her trust me

i want you to make our r/s strong
letting the both of us know
we love each other deep down in our hearts
stop all the sensitive thoughts

dear god of mighty
i don't want to lose her just like that
i hope that you will forward my msg to her
telling her how much she means to me

-amen- i love you

i don't mean it

2007-03-10T17:49:00.000-08:00

i said something which i don't mean it last night. i was tired & uttering rubbish. i felt so guilty until i can't sleep throughout the night. i have to go to my aunt's house later & my head is spinning like a ball. whats wrong with me? i'm awaiting for your call now
To someone special -
the love i have for you is deep
i will never change heart
so you can keep your heart cross
that i will always be here for you.

Bread & butter counts a lot in the r/s

2007-03-09T20:05:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the first time i went to buy make up. i felt so funny inside the shop when we try out the stuffs. ger put the lotion on my hand & Eileena also have a fun in it lolz.. Grapefruit & Strawberry smell haha. omg i did not turn up for soccer today again because i overslept. its only until you call me then i woke up because i guess i was just feeling exhausted. sorry bros i will make it up the another day alright? haha=)
To someone special -
You came into my life & make my life
i never regret loving you
Please do not think so much
as i will be always here for you
Jiani -
sorry sis i haven write your testi because last night i fell asleep.
go out leh don't always camp at home & act guai lolx!!

my first post!

2007-03-08T21:53:00.000-08:00

my very first post!! whee!!
Joleena is such a darling!
SHe helped me create this blog and designed everythign for me!
i love her!!=D